so cal
so i moved back and already the drama has started. i seeing my exs current bf. which kinda sucks because i really do like the guy but he wants to try and make it work with greg. i think i might be a home recker. this sitch is pretty much like the ed me and jared triangle all over again. only this time i really dont care about the out come im just going to wnjoy having phill as my friend. i was perficly cool being friend but then phill had to kiss me. the kiss wasnt like that those fubbling in the dark kisses that you can laugh about later it was a really kiss. the kind where you but you whole body in to it and hold nothing back. well now after that kiss its like oh lets just be friends. so i gues we are just friends. and i still looking for a place to live. i think i might just try and move in to a studio by myself or something im not sure. im suppost to hang out with phil and duy tonight we will see how that goes. oh by the by duy is the cute little newbie that went to my school. another side note greg(the ex) who i thought to be my friend tells every one he knows that i hit it off with about what a horrible person i am. and how im a bad influance(sp) on people. oh and the art theatre in LB stoped doing hedwig so now we have to go to la to see it which is cool because phill is staying the night. (he is sleeping on the couch sickos). he love hedwig too. we have alot of the same things in common. later days